Ever since the last PC Show here in Singapore, I’ve been dreaming about buying and owning a MacBook. Yes, I so badly want a MacBook, not a MacBook Pro or a MacBook Air, but just a MacBook. Below are the resons why:

• I kinda got into the “white” thing and I want a MacBook because the exterior and the body as well as the keyboard is white. Unlike a MacBook Pro, which is more expensive, the keyboard is black and the unit is silver.
• The unit looks sturdy.
• The MacBook is cheaper so I can buy more add-ons to my laptop like iWork and wireless mighty mouse.

All in all, here are the things that I want to buy and the amount it will cost me.

Too bad Doms and I were not able to attend my pamangkin’s birthday party. I bet there were lots and lots of food and vistors in her party.

To Our Dear Chelsea,

Happy 1st Birthday! Be a Good Girl!

From,

Tita Dindin and Tito Doms

Here are some pics of the party.

Long story short, tomorrow is my last day as a winx club writer. Yes, I resigned in my current job. This is a very drastic change for me and the decision making time I had with this really took most of my energy.

It’s really a good thing I did this change. Now, I can say that I am starting to fulfill my dreams already. It’s high time I decide on one thing and stick to it. I just turned 26 and I know I need to plan on the future already.

I really want to change. I’ve been hopping from one company to another and now I really want to be loyal to one company. I believe “this” is the one. The “one” I’ve been searching for, the “one” I’ve been praying for and the “one” I’ve been dreaming of every night.

I am really happy now. Knowing that one by one I am reaching my dreams makes me smile. I kinda know the formula now. The formula for getting what I want, kinda like The Secret. I haven’t grasped it yet but I think I’m getting there already.

Lately, I’ve been going through a lot of things and changes in my life as a whole. Before, I wasn’t this strong in making decisions and making “the leap”. I was contented with what I have. I made most of what I get. And I liked being “just” there.

Now, with my future at stake, I’ve become more agressive.

I am not sure but I think some of the people will not understand my reasons, but the hell with them, (another thing that changed, I usually consider what other people think, but not I say, the hell with them).

I am really scared now. There are a lot of what if’s and but’s. I am scared and fearful of something uncertain…

… and the only way I know how to deal with this is to PRAY.

Yes, pray.

Ever since I came here in Singapore, I kept on praying. Every waking day, every working day, every minute when I remember my problem. The frequency is different by a mile when I was still in Manila. And I saw and felt the difference.

Really, He does work in wonderful ways. Just like the Responsorial Psalm for today, on the 17th Wk of OT: “The Lord is kind and merciful”.

Now, I don’t know why I am so scared to take the leap. I am thankful to my friends, Peejay and Deejay (rhyming pa?) for all the advice that they give me. To Doms and my family for always encouraging me. Without them, I don’t know where I will be.

Now, I just need to relax and be calm about everything.